The response of a man struggling with deep negative habits after He read in God's Word that God delights in him:
“Thinking during this past week on the greatness of God’s kindness and grace has made the temptations appear much less attractive.” “I am helped and encouraged to seek real contentment and wisdom and maturity in Jesus through this study this week, rather than to listen to the lies of my flesh.”
The last few weeks I have been pondering aspects of addiction, especially the passion I have, that the local church plays an essential role in the journey of recovery. Where else are the deepest questions of existence going to be clarified and where else can we all learn together the extent of God’s grace and mercy? The following is an excerpt from a devotional guide I wrote a few years back to encourage those with addictive life-controlling habits.

God’s Delight in Us Part One
Prayer:
Lord, this is a really difficult concept to believe, how can You possibly delight in me? Help me to gain a deep or deeper understanding, through this week’s journey, of how deep Your love for me is and the joy You have in my existence. Give me a listening and willing heart as we tackle this subject. Amen
Bible:
Luke 15: 11-32: Jesus continued: “There was a man who had two sons. The younger one said to his father, ‘Father, give me my share of the estate.’ So he divided his property between them. “Not long after that, the younger son got together all he had, set off for a distant country and there squandered his wealth in wild living. After he had spent everything, there was a severe famine in that whole country, and he began to be in need. So he went and hired himself out to a citizen of that country, who sent him to his fields to feed pigs. He longed to fill his stomach with the pods that the pigs were eating, but no one gave him anything. “When he came to his senses, he said, ‘How many of my father’s hired servants have food to spare, and here I am starving to death! I will set out and go back to my father and say to him: Father, I have sinned against heaven and against you. I am no longer worthy to be called your son; make me like one of your hired servants.’ So he got up and went to his father. “But while he was still a long way off, his father saw him and was filled with compassion for him; he ran to his son, threw his arms around him and kissed him. “The son said to him, ‘Father, I have sinned against heaven and against you. I am no longer worthy to be called your son.’ “But the father said to his servants, ‘Quick! Bring the best robe and put it on him. Put a ring on his finger and sandals on his feet. Bring the fattened calf and kill it. Let’s have a feast and celebrate. For this son of mine was dead and is alive again; he was lost and is found.’ So they began to celebrate. (NIV)
Ponder:
This is a beautiful story, told by Jesus to bring home to His listeners how deeply the Father longs and desires for His children to turn back to Him. Love and joy met the son, not condemnation. What in your life is stopping you from running to the Father/God/Jesus with all your struggles and sinful habits? He knows it all and is waiting for you to turn back to Him. He has already paid the price for you on the cross, not only for the sinful actions you have committed, but also all the shame and guilt you are trying to carry. This price is a once and for all price not to be repeated. Run to Him.
Action:
Read the story above every day this week. As you do this talk (pray) to God as if He is sitting with you and express your struggles to Him. Ask Him for a deeper understanding of what He has already done for you and for Him to reveal to you how much He delights in you. As you go about each day imagine the Father throwing his arms around you and celebrating you. Remember: We all have had less than perfect fathers, some have truly sinned against us. Remember God, the Father, is perfect in His love towards you in a way that your earthly father could never be. If you discover that you are still very resentful towards a parent now may be the time to begin the obedient journey of forgiving them. (You may need someone to help you in this process). The start of this journey is simply talking to God about your struggle and asking Him to help you.
End of Day:
Thank God for the good moments you have had today, it might only be simple things but joy is deeply linked with a focus on God and His goodness. Read the daily passage again, going to sleep with Scripture on your mind.
Journaling:
Write down any glimpses you have had of God’s delight in you this week. (This may take a while to notice). This is often linked with gratitude and thankfulness.

Sally Childress
Co-Founder Free! Recovery

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